LOST

Lost in a world, that scares me to death, Lost in a crowd I’m losing my breath, Lost as a kid, lost as an adult I feel everything is falling apart and its my fault Lost as a person, cant find my way Lost in life every day, Lost in worry Who am I? I’ve lived a Lie Lost to Kindness, Lost to Love Lost in the sky, Like a lonely dove Lost in thought which I shouldn’t do It Winds me up, I can’t get through Lost to comfort all kind words Lost to advice that isn’t heard Lost to those who really care? All these people always there Lost in Me, I need a break Lost in wonder which road should I take? Lost in a place I don’t know well Where are you now? There’s no one to tell Lost here all alone To break these walls Lost in mind Lost in soul Lost memories, there just a hole Lost family, lost my place Still yet I’m full of hate Lost in boredom think I’ll leave There’s a lot in life I need to achieve

I Hate...

I hate the way I’ve messed up my life, I hate the way I cry, I hate the person I’ve become, I hate that I want to die. I hate the fact that I feel so alone, I hate the way I hide, I hate avoiding those who care, I hate that so often I’ve lied. I hate the way that I hurt myself, I hate the scars I make, I hate that people don’t understand, I hate that they think I’m fake. I hate the fact that I’m depressed, I hate that I’m so ill, I hate feeling tired all the time, I hate that I need the pills. I hate the way I feel so scared, I hate that people can’t see, I hate how I have lost myself, Quite simply, I just hate me.

What is love, but an emotion,

So strong and so pure,

That nurtured and shared with another

All tests it will endure?

What is love, but a force

To bring the mighty low,

With the strength to shame the mountains

And halt time’s ceaseless flow?

What is love, but a triumph,

A glorious goal attained,

The union of two souls, two hearts

A bond the angels have ordained?

What is love, but a champion,

To cast the tyrant from his throne,

And raise the flag of truth and peace,

And fear of death o’erthrow?

What is love, but a beacon,

To guide the wayward heart,

A blazing light upon the shoals

That dash cherished dreams apart?

And what is love, but forever,

Eternal and sincere,

A flame that through wax and wane

Will outlive life’s brief years?

So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops,

In all places high and low,

That love for you is my reason to be,

And will never break or bow.

FOR ALL MY FRIENDS!!!

I'd like to be the sort of friend that

you have been to me;

I'd like to be the help that

you've been always glad to be;

I'd like to mean as much to you

each minute of the day

As you have meant, friend of mine,

to me along the way.

I'd like to do the big things and

the splendid things for you,

To brush the gray from out your skies

and leave them only blue;

I'd like to say the kindly things that

I so often have heard,

And feel that I could rouse your soul

the way that mine you've stirred.

I'd like to give you back the joy

that you have given me,

Yet that were wishing you a need

I hope will never be;

I'd like to make you feel as rich as I,

who travel on

Undoubted in the darkest hours with you to

lean upon.

I'm wishing at this time that I

could but repay

A portion of the gladness that

you've strewn along my way;

And could I have one wish this year,

this only would it be:

I'd like to be the sort of friend

that you have been to me.

You want to be his first,his last or his only.

He loved before, He will love again

But if he Loves you now what else matters??

He's not perfect, and neither you

And two of you will never be perfect.

But if he makes you laugh atleast once

cause you think twice, and admit to

being human, and Making Mistake........

Hold on to him, and give him All You've Got.

He is not going to be Quiet Possessive, He is not

going to think about You every moment,

But he will give you a part of him,

that he knows you can Break,

Don't hurt him, Don't change him ,

Don't expect toooo......much from him,

Smile when he makes you happy,

Cry when he makes you sad.

Miss him when he is not there...........

GOODBYE!!

Saying goodbye is never easy

It's the hardest thing to do

But what hurts even more is

Not the chance to say it to you.

Yesterday is just a memory

Our laughter was sunny and bright

Then clouds started gather

For you were no where in sight.

You were my first real love

And this I will never forget

How you left without a warning

No goo-byes,my only regret.

Wherever I may be now

Always searching for another so true

To place my world of emotion

Handling my love to someone like you.

If again I must go there

And experience all the pain

I would do it in a minute

For all the good I would gain.

No matter what my wrongs

You offered only love

Until the day you left me

For your new home up above.

I know you still are with me

Your love is within my heart

Tough life is no longer present

Our soul will never part.