The Diary of a Love-struck

For many days, I have been thinking of a real topic on which I could write my heart out. And here's what I got from a diary of a love-struck-girl. I know it is a bad thing reading someone's personal diary but I accidentally stumbled across her diary and got a good experience on love, from her eyes.

The remarkable things were, the way she wrote it. The diary didn't carry anything on her daily routine. There was nothing about their conversation but this time it was little different. She took small small instances which made her feel really special about that moments or which made her feel guilty on that situations or the moments where she cried her eyes out. The way she expressed her feeling for every moment made me live those moments in her words. I get caught in her words. The words were so real that if I was there that time, I would have felt the same.

Some of the moments I would like to share which I read in her diary.

Something Direct From Heart 

There are many things you learn when you fall in love. You learn to share yourself  with someone who was just  a stranger until yesterday, you believe in love, you learn to love ; you learn to give love and receive it in return. Being loved is a very big thing. It gives you sheer happiness. A hope or a surety that, Yes, you have someone to count on in this mean world. Someone you can call yours. That "I love you too" text makes your day. Love makes you responsible, loyal, dedicated, honest, caring....it makes you an able person and most importantly it makes you a loving person. You have someone to hold you, and hold you until they can! And if they cannot they will be with you in any condition. Remembering small small things about the person you love is also kind of sweet and when they remember things about you, it makes you extremely satisfied. Love makes you feel you are safe in someone's arms. It makes you a better person. That's what love is. A very small word but when comes into your life teaches you many big things.



And the day I just wanted to hate him From The Core of my Heart :'(


"I am on leave. So, I would request you if I can stay in peace for some days."

Am I someone who is creating chaos in his life and destroying his peace?? Do my talks irritate him and bore him to death?? Do I always blame or complains??

 I didn't sleep the whole night. These thoughts were wandering in my mind. I was feeling suffocated, these questions were suffocating me to death. 

After all this, one thought which was constantly disturbing me was, " Do I deserve this kind of behavior ?" Of all that love I do, I get to hear is I didn't let him stay in peace. This message from him is captive in my mind from the time he sent it and I can't let it go. It is hurting me, my head is aching since morning, I am feeling restless, I am feeling tired now and the misery is not going.
Maybe I am over-thinking. Maybe I am someone to blame here. I am just feeling like a loser.

I love him, I love him a lot. And because of all this, we are just losing the happy days in our life, which we will regret later. Like this, I can't stay. I am just losing my charm to live life. I am losing myself.

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Ummm....! So isn't it the same feeling we get when we are in such situations ?? In love, every girl thinks from her heart. And they are kind of very emotional and sensitive to every bullshit. So, the post is dedicated to every lover who is reading this. :)


REMEMBER THIS :-

"When you get a little love, you want more.

And when you don't, the little love was very much."

P.S :- Love is not really as complicated as people make it. In fact, it's not complicated at all. Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it.

Remembering You

This poem I wrote during my first and the most painful breakup. Break-up times are the worst, you don't want to think about them but still they are the one you miss the most.
Those were the toughest days of my life, and all I can now remember is pain through which I went. 

What I’ve done to my life?I always sit with a knife.

Sometimes I cry, Sometimes I weep,
Sometimes I just think about him.

I do all sorts of things which are bad,
But then it makes me feel sad.

Still remember the days when he was with me,
But can’t understand why he left me.

I am all alone in this land,
Can’t he give me his hand ??

My every action reminds me what he used to say,
But it also reminds me, he has gone away.

I remember his laugh… His grace,
And the dimples on his face.

Friends say, I am stupid to cry for him.
But what do I do when I miss him??

I reminisce the day when he held me tight,
But now I am lonely tonight.

I remember the way he used to talk,
And the way he used to walk.

I remember the phone calls which were so long,
Can’t understand how everything went wrong.

I remember the way he expressed his love,
And expected me to say three words.

I remember the time that runs so fast,
The love that moves its past.

He said he will leave me never,
Now I think he is  gone forever.

I want them all-1

As people say "Sunday-Funday" , but I don't see any speciality in Sunday except I can only sleep a few hours more. That is because when you have parents, who are working for six days like a pig, they just want Sunday to spend at home, watching "THE CHATTER BOX" & Sleeping.

So, basically what I did today is I randomly went through the Facebook pages where I saw "Pretty Girly junks." They all were so cute. It was tempting. I just couldn't resist myself, I wanted them all. <3 nbsp="">

So, I thought to share it with all those girls who visit my blog and give a treat to their eyes. :P 

So girls e-xclusively for all of you. *Wink-Wink*

A girl should be two things Classy & Fabulous.  - Coco Chanel

Dresses that make you just like WoWW....

Unique and Awesome Necklaces.

Incomplete without My big Cool Funky Rings.

Love to wear them.

I don't know who invented H i g h h e e l s, But all women owe him a lot. 
- Marilyn Monroe 

They are just my favorite, and I own a lot of them and they are just always Adorable.

Always Comfortable and Adorable. <3 nbsp="">

As said in the movie, "Confession of a Shopaholic", "Because when I shop, the world gets better." :D

I wish I own them all, one day. :) 

A Common Man

It is depressing to see so many people dying. The death of the innocent people, crying , screaming for the loved ones, all this is very heart-breaking and shameful to see. Terrorism and terror attacks are now growing day by day. In recent times, if we see, mainly, most of the deaths are only because of terror attacks.

Yesterday, the serial bomb blast took place in a busy street of Hyderabad is one of the examples of another mass murder. This is not only about one attack, the never forgetting 9/11 attack on The World Trade Center in New York City, The 2008 Mumbai Terror attack on The Taj Mahal Hotel and Palace, Oberoi Trident, Chhatrapati Shivaji Terminus, Nariman House and many more. These are some of the many terror attacks which killed so many  innocent people and took the lives of pure hearted.

We talk about "Aman & Shanti" and togetherness. This is what "Aman & Shanti" means??Taking lives of innocent people. 

As told by an anonymous in "A Wednesday"-"I am that person who is scared to travel in a bus. I am that person who either gets trapped in rain or in a blast.I am that person who used to doubt others just by looking at their wrists and I am also that person who is scared to grow beard and wear a cap. I am that person who gives a deep thought to choose a name of his/her shop for trading fearing that my poverty may get destroyed in a riot. Whoever is involved in a quarrel, its me who is always killed in the end. Just look at a crowd of thousands & select one face. I am that person. I am just a stupid common man."  

Why for every other issue a common man is killed or terrorized? Whom-so-ever it may concerned but in the end a common man only have to suffer. It is said in My name is Khan, "Jab ek masum ki maut hoti hae, uske sath sare insaniyat ki bhi maut ho jati hae."

Day by day the terrorist activities are increasing and death of innocent lives is also increasing. I fear when my family members go to a crowded place. Why? Because, we are a common man.

As said in My name is Khan, "There are only two kinds of people in the world. The Good people who do good deeds and the Bad people who do bad deeds. That's the only difference in Human Beings."

But how to identify that Bad person, when he is just one of us?? I am not safe because I don't have security,I don't have a bodyguard,because I don't have bullet proof cars. Whenever a terror attack will take place my blood will spilled for quenching the thirst of such terrorists and I can't do anything about it. And no one can. I have tp lose someone but I am helpless. I can just hope that this time it is not me. I can just pray to spare me this time. I have no other option. I don't know till when this fight will continue but till then I will lose someone I love...

Because I am a Stupid-common-man.

Love Guru? Really?

For the love-struck teenagers who are just confused about their relation.The weakest and heartbreaking point comes in  a relationship, when you realize you are the only one trying hard to make things works. But remember, it is you who make it and who break it. Listen to your heart when in trouble, not to others. You know your partner better. :)

There comes a time in everyone’s life when their love life starts hitting rocks. Relationships go sour due to some or the other reason. Or maybe, we just over- think and make the situation worse than it actually is. Well, whatever is the case, our mind gets flooded with thoughts of our partner and we constantly strive to find out solutions to the problems in our relationships.

Now, what do most of us do? Tell everything to our friends! That’s not wrong, you must share the pain. But where do we go wrong? In asking for advice! Who knows your lover better than yourself? Then why do you go on asking everyone “why is he doing this? Why is he behaving like this?” and so on. 
Sometimes, this discussion or advice seeking leads to unwanted problems. What if your boyfriend is just plain busy in his work, but your friend tells you that her ex – boyfriend used to behave like this when he was dating someone in his office. What does it lead to? baseless doubts. unnecessary over – thinking. Unwanted tears. And lot of other things.

Seeking advice is not always wrong, but going by what others say without any thought shows that you don’t trust your partner or your relationship enough. Trust your love. Don’t imagine or exaggerate. Love to love. Stay happy :)


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